Wednesday, May 27, 2009

who am i n wat i rely want?

jenn, already like a guy... the guy stay in sibu,sarawak. i duno how to tell him.. i ady started to call him dear. he also tek it as usual i always will call him de name. he juz broke up with his gf. i went out with him the 1st day is on 2nd of may. the 1st time i ady like him. y??? y??? is me do tht kind of stupid things again. after tht nite shift i bek in the morning so i ask him to accompany me go for breakfast. ealier he say he busy but after that he tell me he will cm. finally he cm le and he tell me that is he lazy to cm nt he gt thing to do. haiz. from that time i started to tell him dun lie to me. straight tell me. i'm ok de. so i order koay diao sup. manatau order big de cnt finish. haiz... sia sui me lor... between that i keep complain to him wat my problem during my night shift. kekek... geram nia. after reach hostel, i wanted to sleep but cnt sleep. so i decide to msg him and tell him tht i not really wan to waste the food. haiz... but i feel that cm here owaz will waste the food. last time de me nt like that. y??????
Even thought i like him... my mind is calm, not like last time the way i like them. i sometimes keep asking my self"did i rely like him?" i cn always working time think of him. but i rely duno how he think to me. i feels that he likes me. but we two juz buat tak tau and go ahead. is too fast for us to start.we not really know each other,so is unfair for us to start a relationship. jenn already love this guy through her heart. i hope this relationship could not let me feel regreat.

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