today's life

我为什么会那么冲动的？我会不会太过冲动呢？才认识到几天就想把住人家的心。我觉得自己很脸皮厚。谁能告诉我，我有没有喜欢他？我很开心他今天早上会这样的回复我信息。但我看到他的blog时，是他在没清醒之下发给我的。啊！！！就好像被刀刺在心里的感觉。哈哈。。因该没这么夸张吧。呵呵。。我真的希望如果他是我的男朋友有多好，但我我不知道能不能成功。我很不想他伤心。我很开心，因为他跟我都一样。希望生边的朋友开心。我也是。但他能让生边朋友开心却自己不开心。能不能让我就让我成为他生边的开心果呢？我还是第一次这样为一个男朋友。。 haiz.. 我自己也不懂。天，他 是否会是我的男友和未来的老公呢？

我昨天这真开心。当我问他是否想念我，他竟然会回“是的”。当我听到这一句话时，真得很开心。我的主动没白费了。但另一方面来说，人家是会看不起我的主动而讲我便发乔了。这几天都没听到什么东西。应该全部都会没事吧。真不明白自己干嘛要做男生的一方面也不做一位女生的生份。真搞不懂我自己是怎么想的。

Jennifer loves Wilson " muaks"

who am i n wat i rely want?

jenn, already like a guy... the guy stay in sibu,sarawak. i duno how to tell him.. i ady started to call him dear. he also tek it as usual i always will call him de name. he juz broke up with his gf. i went out with him the 1st day is on 2nd of may. the 1st time i ady like him. y??? y??? is me do tht kind of stupid things again. after tht nite shift i bek in the morning so i ask him to accompany me go for breakfast. ealier he say he busy but after that he tell me he will cm. finally he cm le and he tell me that is he lazy to cm nt he gt thing to do. haiz. from that time i started to tell him dun lie to me. straight tell me. i'm ok de. so i order koay diao sup. manatau order big de cnt finish. haiz... sia sui me lor... between that i keep complain to him wat my problem during my night shift. kekek... geram nia. after reach hostel, i wanted to sleep but cnt sleep. so i decide to msg him and tell him tht i not really wan to waste the food. haiz... but i feel that cm here owaz will waste the food. last time de me nt like that. y??????
Even thought i like him... my mind is calm, not like last time the way i like them. i sometimes keep asking my self"did i rely like him?" i cn always working time think of him. but i rely duno how he think to me. i feels that he likes me. but we two juz buat tak tau and go ahead. is too fast for us to start.we not really know each other,so is unfair for us to start a relationship. jenn already love this guy through her heart. i hope this relationship could not let me feel regreat.