memories

好久没有写blog了。最近都不能上网。 真伤心。。最近都跟dear dear出去。 hmmm....都很开心。 最开心的是dear dear买早餐给我然后在我去jetty。 b4去jetty我们还去海边。 我最爱的地方。哈哈。。baby baby.. gambateh. baby can do it de... baby belive ur self. Don't bcoz of others then u stop ur spirits, today dear wan tell me things.. i aslo duno wat he wan to tell bb. bb really is his the 1st wan whose call me baby. nobody call me bb b4. hmm... how long we can b together? for our rest of life? cn we rely match each others? i hope so... i owaz wan dear happy.... i dun wan dear sad. but i cnt juz say, i muz perform it.

today's life

我为什么会那么冲动的？我会不会太过冲动呢？才认识到几天就想把住人家的心。我觉得自己很脸皮厚。谁能告诉我，我有没有喜欢他？我很开心他今天早上会这样的回复我信息。但我看到他的blog时，是他在没清醒之下发给我的。啊！！！就好像被刀刺在心里的感觉。哈哈。。因该没这么夸张吧。呵呵。。我真的希望如果他是我的男朋友有多好，但我我不知道能不能成功。我很不想他伤心。我很开心，因为他跟我都一样。希望生边的朋友开心。我也是。但他能让生边朋友开心却自己不开心。能不能让我就让我成为他生边的开心果呢？我还是第一次这样为一个男朋友。。 haiz.. 我自己也不懂。天，他 是否会是我的男友和未来的老公呢？

我昨天这真开心。当我问他是否想念我，他竟然会回“是的”。当我听到这一句话时，真得很开心。我的主动没白费了。但另一方面来说，人家是会看不起我的主动而讲我便发乔了。这几天都没听到什么东西。应该全部都会没事吧。真不明白自己干嘛要做男生的一方面也不做一位女生的生份。真搞不懂我自己是怎么想的。

Jennifer loves Wilson " muaks"

who am i n wat i rely want?

jenn, already like a guy... the guy stay in sibu,sarawak. i duno how to tell him.. i ady started to call him dear. he also tek it as usual i always will call him de name. he juz broke up with his gf. i went out with him the 1st day is on 2nd of may. the 1st time i ady like him. y??? y??? is me do tht kind of stupid things again. after tht nite shift i bek in the morning so i ask him to accompany me go for breakfast. ealier he say he busy but after that he tell me he will cm. finally he cm le and he tell me that is he lazy to cm nt he gt thing to do. haiz. from that time i started to tell him dun lie to me. straight tell me. i'm ok de. so i order koay diao sup. manatau order big de cnt finish. haiz... sia sui me lor... between that i keep complain to him wat my problem during my night shift. kekek... geram nia. after reach hostel, i wanted to sleep but cnt sleep. so i decide to msg him and tell him tht i not really wan to waste the food. haiz... but i feel that cm here owaz will waste the food. last time de me nt like that. y??????
Even thought i like him... my mind is calm, not like last time the way i like them. i sometimes keep asking my self"did i rely like him?" i cn always working time think of him. but i rely duno how he think to me. i feels that he likes me. but we two juz buat tak tau and go ahead. is too fast for us to start.we not really know each other,so is unfair for us to start a relationship. jenn already love this guy through her heart. i hope this relationship could not let me feel regreat.

33 n 32 day remaining

y'day sleep whole day le so din write blog n slept off le.. coz i very tired.... y'day after class we go to old fox home... hmmm... memory at there nt so gud go with my college fren... but very fun when we distribute the vege.. kekeke.... ten bek to hostel then go for dinner liao bek room around 6 smth rest for wal then sleep until nx morning le... haiz... like piggy nia.... hahaha

today hmm... whole day pharma in class hang fish mampui..... haiz.... overall today are find... nite discuss for fri telelmatch..... wakakakka.... going to cekik them until mati mati..... kkakakakkak....

34 days to finish class teory

today in class sleepy.... mampui.... and i also forget to take notes to class.... haiz.... y la.... y la.... y i so careless..... hmmm... today nth to write... coz in class nw.... but i feel very weird feeling when i talking to the whole class... like no 1 wan choise me... but actually they are listening.... haiz..... anyway... i pass my my msg to them n they receive it nad know what am i telling cn d... other wan i dun care le.... smetime i thik think think... i very gai meh... or i think too much... y i feel all like not so like me or i din go n mix with them..... y all is lai tht...... i dun really understand.... :( after finish class mei yi belanja us eat jagung.. haha... and also stawberry... :) almost roll call time i go jue room and also eat some honey star... wa... so long din eat le... :) "i do the best what i do and know am i doing cn d" really dun wan think n know what they tell or talk bout me....

a day in queensbay and mcd

today afternoon go skate lor... very happy... jia jun kor kor tek me n my college fren go... :) hahahaha..... reach there we go eat 1st... bcoz my fren all din eat gok.... n i plan to eat at hm but cnt eat..... duno y.... then reach qb the time, after park car... i go toilet... then my college fren go to plan to eat pizza hut, so they go there n wait for me.... after tht i go toilet then teman kor kor go tek X$X... finish taking wan go down n find them le... manatau my fren msg me n tell me "i order 1st a.." "ar? i tot they order le... but manatau they wait fro me... wuwuwuw... so paiseh...." reach pizza hut.... sit de place so cold... until shirviring.... wa.... like tis how to eat a.... so = no mood to eat... i wait for the piza cause my fren order le... few min the mushroom sup n the roti cm le... so i ask for cheese powder.... WAT LA THE CUSTOMER SERVICE IS SO POOR!!!! ASK 1 CHEESE POWDER FROM 2 PLP.... IDIOT!!!!!! by the time... the the cheese powder cm, the soup oso cold le... coz we sit the place is so cold..... so in the end at pizza hut, i juz drink mushroom soup n drink the pepsi 1 cup nia....

then after kor kor pay then we go to arcade shop le... wakakakkaka..... go play race car, go play drum... wakakakka... FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!! hahahahah....... play finish le... den go skate le.... b4 enter we go tt... keke...

after tht whole group of fren n kor kor go in and skate lor.... skate for few hours... at last i know how to skate le... hahahah... very happy..... syok!!!!!!! in there my kor kor keep teaching me... :0 he accompany me... after tht i alone try to skate the time.. ok le... but very slow n unstable... keep wan to fall down but i still cn stabalize my self to dun let my self fall down... :p after my kor see me lai tht... cm n tell me " wa... i tot juz nw u cn fal down manatau cnt hor..." then i tell him "i very stable de... ahahaha wont fall down de la....." manatau i think so few hrs later.... keep falling down.... waliao.... so sui..... hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fall until bo lat n no tenaga le... so go inside there n rest... from there around 5 sumetings the time... my mood really very low... may b coz i hungry le.. n i also VERY VERY VERY SCARE.... duno y... cnt tell the alasan out... n also no tenaga d... n the hand oso shaking.... coz i really feel tired.... b4 tht keep falling down..... pain....... rest for wal... talk with kor kor... ltr tht fren ask me go play... go in skate place really feel wan fall down... n moody.. and als suddenly duno how to skate pi.... haiz... m fren keep saying me.... so "i tell my self i cn de" i sure cn skate okok de... until near 6 sumeting my mood bek le... play gud gud... bek to normal le... know how to skate le... :)vhahha... hapy ;) skate for wal... my fren tell me wan go bek le... tht time i tell my fren "skate 1 more round" she say ok. skate finish go to rest place tek out all shoes... my fren tell me "dun wan bek le..." argh...... so continue skate lor.... then know 1 mei mei... pg gurl... she tot i same age with her.. the mei mei is 14 years old... wat.... i el h er 19the timeshe gt scar.... my face n body size really bulf plp le.... :p play for wal then bek le... b4 bek the mei mei shoes missing... so kolian... but anyway i din help her find n i also go bek lor.... b4 go to car park... my fren go n buy ice cream... at the time... kor kor ask me tek X$X from them so i say ok... hmmm......but kor dun wan keep my X$X....thxkor kor lor... after buy finish n pay car tiket... forget where the car park.... waliao... but at last cn find it le.. heheh....

bek to con.... kor put them at con then i n kor go eat mcd.... go there up stairs the table all so dirty... haiyo.... luckly gt one table is clean de for us...... so i sit there n wait for him.... same time eat... same time complaint... same time ask him alot of questions..... ehheheheh..... wa... ltr hor... the kids ar... scream scream scream!!! until we cnt tahan.. but luckly we eat finish le... so oso go bek le la.... END

tired.. but happy... and enjoy the journey... and share alot of things with kor oso... ;)

working time

haiz... shit la today the customer... i hate it... u know wat he say??? he say he pay for nusing care... wat is such things this... i know he pay more nusing care... juz want him to cooperate... and i help him to change bed sheets... that all.... he also cnt coorperate and summore ask where is my fren... and i told him my fren is busy so i help to move u up( cause he almost slide down d and the leg also touch the board d.... c oso very unconfortable.) and after i cal my fren to help me... he say i din tell him i wan to change bed sheet... apala... i remember i tell him ady... and the stupid cbd(continue drainage bladder) get the bed tht y i wan to change the bed sheet if not i juz change the sarong oli.. hate hate hate.....